Should I? Shouldn't I?

You and I are together, walking side by side. One day you stop walking, I’ve gone far from you. I tried moving towards you but as I keep walking you are running away from me, as I keep shouting your name, you are getting farther from me as I realize you are falling in a deep pit. I’m afraid, should I follow you? Or should I just let you go? I’m afraid, if I let you go, will it make me happy? Can I move forward without you? Or if I follow you, will you be there? Will you be there when I reach the bottom of this deep and dark pit? Or will I’ll be with you forever? As I breathe deeper and slowly, everything is clear, as you go deeper and deeper, I still can see your face clearly. You’re reaching your hands up above but I don’t know, are you reaching your hand on me? Or are you saying goodbye from me? My mind turns blank. I know! I don’t know what to do. I wish this will end.